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words of wisdom, let it be.
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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents "Who are you again?" ...Canada.13/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Months
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Now, it's my turn to be sorry.

Sun Dec 20, 2009, 6:44 PM
I'm sorry for lying to you about how I feel; I thought it'd make us better friends than before.
I'm sorry for being clingy. It's how I am.
I'm sorry for crying so much; it's all I ever seem to do, I know.
I'm sorry for making you all hate me, though I never intended that ever.
I'm sorry for being born sometimes. But you can thank my mom and dad for making me. If they had never gotten back together in that hotel room, we'd all be happier people.

I'm sorry for ever calling that night in April, to ensure her safety home.
I'm sorry for afterwards, calling her everyday. I understand that she's in Knoxville, I'm in Hohenwald.
I know you'd all prefer it always stay that way.
I'm sorry for October; I didn't know you all really disliked me, if I had known, I would have never troubled you.
I'm sorry for ever really getting into anime; I knew it'd lead to something like this.

I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm a spoiled brat, I know.
I whine and bitch and cry to get my way and don't realize it's wrong until the damage has been done.

I'm sorry that sometimes I mean to hurt people. I'm sorry that I once meant to hurt some of you; it was wrong. I'm not like that anymore.
I never will be.

I'm sorry for Cody; whom I lied about. Not of his exsistance, but the way I feel towards him. I'm sorry that I used him for a bit. That was wrong of me, because I have a feeling if I had let myself get too out of hand and had asked him out, I would have ended up hurting him later.
I'm sorry to act like I cared so much to be his stalker, his Belarus, you could say. But he will always be Russia to me.

I'm sorry that I try to make things better like a god or something.
That's not in my power. I cannot make others like me.

I'm sorry for acting sly and quote 'killing my 'enimies' with kindness'.
Really, for you, it was out of fear that I ignored your insults, your slurrs to tell me how obnoxious I really am.

I am not asking for acceptance. I am not asking for a 'invitation' back.
I just want all to be civil again, I want us to all let it be.
Like my personal forefathers once said.

I am not sorry to say I still love you all; that, I can truely say was not a lie.

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  • Listening to: Let It Be - The Beatles

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:iconchibicanadaplz: x :iconchibiamericaplz: = ♥ ♥ ♥
:iconchibifranceplz: x :iconchibicanadaplz: = ♥ ♥
:iconchibirussiaplz: x :iconchibicanadaplz: = ♥

sadly, she's now a proud american. thank you, alfred.

everywhere i`m looking now,
i`m surrounded by your embrace,
baby, i can see your halo.
you know you're my saving grace.

bailee. if you don`t like her, then why the hell do you watch her, and why are ya' here? ♥

she loves everybody, so your hate is quite useless.
because she knows how to kill her 'enimies' with kindness.

she`s kinda icky. short and weird blonde hair and brown eyes. she looks like a tard, if you ask me. she doesn't like to wear headbands or anythang like that, and she changes her haircolor often.

she thinks some of you need to hear a song. it`s called let it be by the beatles. and it has good advice for some:
whisper words of wisdom, let it be, let it be.
some of you. you know who you are. that was a few weeks ago. let it be.

because you don`t know me now, and you never really did. so you can`t tell me to fuck off. love you!

she has a multiple personality disorder caught from cosplaying too much, da.

"She keeps telling me to 'let go of something'...DO I HAVE HER WAFFLES, HAYLEY? OH NO."

she has a newfound hetalia obsession whoops.

wants to cosplay matthew williams ( canada ).

her newfound otp, chnaged for the 3rd time is america x canada.

she loves the beatles.

but she likes john lennon himself slightly moar.

she thinks one day, yes, everyone will become one with russia.
kol kol kol kol kol.

fttt. she gets sat on like mr. canada, too.

a rumor is said she eats cookies out of trashcans. that is very much false.

she`s a fan of :iconbear-baby-watches:, even though none of them like her too much.
yeah, long story.

buuuut, onto other things, da?

possible mtac 10' lineup.

:iconchibicanadaplz: = :iconfantasmagorie-fatale:
:iconchibinitalyplz: = Haliegh Deane.
:iconchibisitalyplz: = Alexia Marks.
:iconchibirussiaplz: = :iconbrotherhood-outcast:
:iconchibifranceplz: = :icongenuphobic:
:iconchibienglandplz: = :iconxxtaconikkixx: ?
:iconchibiamericaplz: = :icondevvi-chan: ?
:iconchibichinaplz: = Jessica.
:iconchibigermanyplz: = Katie.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: tomato box.
  • Favourite movie: the outsiders
  • Favourite band or musician: john lennon or owl city or the beatles
  • Favourite artist: too many!
  • Favourite poet or writer: uniza zurn
  • Favourite photographer: hans bellmer, he's creepy.
  • Favourite style of art: any. art is art.
  • Skin of choice: racist much?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Canada ( Matthew Williams )
  • Personal Quote: "She keeps telling me to let go of something. I'm not holding her waffles, am I?"

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=XxTacoNikkixX 2 days 19 hours ago
FOUND A BASEEEE~

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So now what do we do?
:iconfantasmagorie-fatale:
~fantasmagorie-fatale 2 days 19 hours ago
Yey~.

Found a video. Uuuuuu. ; _____;

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oh yeah, i`ll tell you something

i think you`ll understand

when i`ll say that something

i wanna hold your hand... !!

~ icon by :iconsnuffy-sama:
:iconxxtaconikkixx:
=XxTacoNikkixX 2 days 19 hours ago

halo, i hate that song sorry

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So now what do we do?
:iconfantasmagorie-fatale:
~fantasmagorie-fatale 2 days 18 hours ago
i-i used to. ; n;

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oh yeah, i`ll tell you something

i think you`ll understand

when i`ll say that something

i wanna hold your hand... !!

~ icon by :iconsnuffy-sama:
:iconxxtaconikkixx:
=XxTacoNikkixX 2 days 17 hours ago
DONE~

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So now what do we do?
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